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We learn most about ourselves and the world around us when we find the courage to reach into what fears us the most…
I feel you
every breath.
You are with me
every step.
You make me turn
and squirm.
You make me sit,
and you make me stand.
You wake me,
You lie with me,
You love me.
You fill me.
You are my lover,
You are my protector.
You are my nemesis,
and my evil.
Why do you visit
my every moment?
Why do you hate me
to the depths?
I long for you
You repulse me.
I calm,
You scream.
I can’t hear you!
You can hear me scream!
Speak louder
You see me fall.
You are shouting,
but I am deaf
to all but pain
and agony.
I ask you what!
I want why!
I demand who!
You tell me.
I am your anger
I am your shadow
I am your repulsion
I am your voice.
Hear me
scream me!
I am what you
fear most to reveal.
I will leave
only
when
you let me go!
I will be silent
only
when
you hear me.
Be my lover,
my teacher,
my evil,
and let me go!
Heart Break and Travel force us to open to new possibilities, to change and to God….
The journey was a trial in itself,
The distance of never ending miles,
the tracks of never ending rattle,
guiding me home.
The place that gave ME back.
That walk up the hill
full of promise and the unknown..
It was unfit for life…
This place,
ice cold water to cleanse by,
fly tape to eat by,
and the rotting verandah to live on.
It gave life back.
It was here I found
acceptance
humanity
life itself.
Sleep was not often,
but enough to rest my soul.
I sat on the verandah as long as my body allowed.
Sitting on a plank of wood,
I would stare,
dream,
praise the Creator.
I walked by the light of the sun
and sat by the shine of the moon.
Both were mine.
I discovered
the taste,
the smell,
the touch
of life.
I dreamt of staying forever,
the nights of quiet displayed my Creator,
showed me Her juices is all it’s glory.
On this verandah I found
God’s reflected Glory
On this verandah I found
God’s reflected Grace.
It was here I learnt the Divine
acceptance,
space,
lust.
I will forever bathe in the moonlight of the verandah,
I will always hold in my heart,
those who
led me
to grab hold of life
to grab hold of my heart.
Light and shade within us all.. we run from both at different times.. we embrace both at different time…This is a reflection of my own light and shade…
Like a grizzly bear
you growl
and claw
my life away.
The honey pot
so enticing
sweet
perfect.
I want you
I need you
I desire you
Your nectar.
As I turn to you,
I hear another
to hate
to terrify.
It is the forst step
that cannot be
that makes me
fall into the abyss.
The honey pot
or
the bear?
Life or death?
Everything is
life
or death!
You look
I turn
I turn
you look away.
To love is
to hate
to desire is
to terrify.
The mystery
of self
the sacred
of humanity.
I look to
the sun
while I stand
in the shadow.
Yearning.
Gazing.
Holding.
Dancing.
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